I'm so content with life right now it's not even funny.

I have friends I know who care about me,
The family and I are so close!
Life is just spectacular! Frick yes!

My thanks to the big man upstairs =D

Merry Christmas to all and to all a goodnight.

Went outside today for a walk, and I just talked, and prayed and wished and hoped my heart out loud. I feel better about a lot of things, and 'tis the season for the big guy upstairs right? Right!

Wishing you all a safe and joyous Christmas and a blessed New Year to come!

xoxoxo

Day Late Friend -- Anberlin

So let me get this straight
Say now you loved me all along?
What made you hesitate
To tell me with words what you really feel
I can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
I remember so long ago, see i felt that same way
Now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
Insignificantly enough we both have significant others

Only time will tell
Time will turn and tell

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when

But thoughts they change and times they rearrange i don't know who you are anymore
Loves come and go and this i know i'm not who you recall anymore
But i must confess you're so much more then i remember
Can't help but entertain these thoughts
Thoughts of us together

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when

My day late friend

So let me get this straight
All these years and you were no where to be found
And now you want me for your own
But you're a day late and my love, she's still renowned

We are who we were when
Could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when
Who knew what we know now
Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
We are who
We are who we were when.

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That says so much! I love it! Frick theme song of the time!

You are by far one of the sweetest people I have ever had the chance to speak with. You left me speechless, over a computer! Awe.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year's everyone! *love*

4 High School friends meet at their High School Reuion. Then one of the Highschool dudes goes to bathroom and the others start to talk about their sons...

Highschool Dude 1: You know my son? I'm so proud of him 'cause he was so successful. He became so rich that he gave one of his best friends a 2-million dollar Mansion for free!

Highschool Dude 2: Really? My son's made me proud to. He's became so rich from acting and gave his closest friend 2 free Hummer H2's.

Highschool Dude 3: Even my son got rich to. He won the 8 million-dollar Lotto and he bought his friend a private yatch and plane.

>>The fourth Highschool Dude comes back from the bathroom and overhears them talking about their sons. So he began to tell them about his son.

Highschool Dude 4: Yeah, well, my son hasn't been as successful like your sons have. He's gay and works at a gay stripping joint for a living.

Highschool Dude 1: What a shame.

Highschool Dude 4: No, not really. He lives in a 2-million dollar mansion, owns his own jet and yatch, and 2 Hummer H2's which were all given to him by 3 of his Ex-boyfriends.
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I thought it was funny... I dunno.
Happy Holidays!

"Someday, you're gonna wind up all alone, and you'll have no one to blame but yourself"

If Disney can say it, why can't you believe it. That's all I have to say about that.

As far as I'm concerned, I made an accurate decision.
I did a lot of learning yesterday, both friendship and relationship, where I went wrong, and where I made some great decisions. Those come with age, and thank you again to that one person that brought something very important to my attention. To be honost, I'm glad it was you, because it's happened before, we can move past it and still be good friends. Thanks love I owe you a lot.

Wow. That was quite an interesting night.
You've grown up a lot in the past 6 months. Congratulations, you've finally got your head on right.
Thanks for the hot-chocolate! It was fun.

Jamie's Cryin' - Van Halen

She saw the look in his eyes
N' she knew better
He wanted her tonight
And it was now or never
He made her feel so sad
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'

Now Jamie wouldn't say all right
She knew he'd forget her
N' so they said ah-good night
Oh, and now he's gone forever

She wants to send him a letter,
Uh, just to try to make herself feel better
It said "Gimme (Gimme a call sometime)"
But she knows what that'll get her

Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'

Now Jamie's been in love before
And she knows what love is for
It should mean a little, a little more
Than one night stands.

She wants to send him a letter,
Just to try to make herself feel better
It said "Gimme (Gimme a call sometime)"
But she knows what that'll get her
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'

Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin'
Oh, whoa, whoa, Jamie's cryin

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Enough said. I finally realized I don't need that. So get the fuck outta my head and let me move on with my life. For heavens sake, even someone over the internet does a better job at this then you. Doesn't that say something!

Thanks Liz... you brought me to this realization. He needs to get his act together, and one day if it's meant to happen it will. We've crossed paths so many times haha another what... 10 times won't hurt! P.S. Liz I'm glad we're hanging out more and more. You're a super girl and I love you! lol!

Life could not be better. Things are finally showing their true colors and you know what? I'm happy with the cuts and additions I've made. Frick yes.

It's all in the open now...
and yet you won't say a word to me?
Usually I'd be hurt, but I'm not... because I keep making myself go around and around in vicious circles.

I can't explain it. Nor should I have to anymore.

Thanks for making me a fighter...

I won't give up this time around...

Official Christmas Countdown Counter!


1) 2 Days -- Until freedom!
2) 18 Days -- Until Grandma arrives
3) 31 Days -- Until Christmas!
4) 121 Days -- Until Motley Crue!


GUESS WHO'S EXCITED FOR EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE EVENTS! ME

"You know your in love when you can't go to sleep because reality is finally better then your dreams..."
-- Dr. Seuss

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I just thought that was sweet. Go Dr. Seuss.

Carnival Of Sins here I come...

123 days and counting...

AND I HAVE FLIPPING TICKETS!!!!!!

Now who wants to come with? =P

Bring on the fire breathing midgets!