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I use to call you my friend
I use to call you my hope
But I guess that can change quickly enough
We talked for so long, then drifting began
Seconds turned into minutes
Minutes turned to hours
Hours turned to days
Days turned to weeks and
Weeks turned to months
I cry tears, from missing you
I cry tears from loving you
I cry tears from getting my hopes up on you
Though I have sinned a thousand sins
I pray God will let me win
You over, and over again...
Everytime I see you, my heart aches
I miss you like crazy
I still get butterflies just thinking of you
I fell for you once,
And I will fall for you again...
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How true was that really... that's just a poem I found in my journal from March... funny how that worked out hey...

Live and learn I always say... but I won't deny that it still sticks with me...
But why did it... and why for months after did my journal follow that same suit...
Oh well...
I was going to put something philosophical in this entry, but I haven't the time nor the energy.

Later Days & God Bless,
-- Jamie

P.S. I'm so glad that some group of certain people have managed to stick together, even through the transition of University. *thumbs up* Way to go guys.

Awe. T3 & A night!
Fairly random... went to the observatory... which was closed... wandered The Cove and Place Riel... offered a guy from my history class a ride... even though none of us really know him... and then to Alexanders for an UNREAL plate of nachos.... SO full.
I hope we begin to see more of them, I missed chilling with them.

On another note... Jenna leaves tomorrow.
Jenna, my prayers are totally 100% with you and until you get home. Have fun, be safe and keep in touch!

Allie gets to go to Ireland. So jealous of you Allie lol I'll make it there one day!! <3

Anyways I'm uber tired... movie with Dad tomorrow!
Nighty night!
Later Days!

-- Jamie

What an night. I never knew people could get so flustered studying!! O.C. was great... even though D&D missed it... but Dusty ended up coming over after to study with Kayz and Aaron. Janine and I shared a good laugh... and some proud discoveries were made today! Way to go! It was a good day... which means tomorrow can only be better! =D

Later Days Kiddos!
I'm a mango/banana cream pie cut down the middle. Awe Seany I miss you!! Al I miss you too!

-- Jamie

Well! Yesterday was quite the blast... I definately enjoyed it!! Got to see a bunch of people I hadn't seen in a while, like Dusty and Donovan. It was definatly a blast. Then, after Blaze, we (we being Chantelle, two girls I recognized but didn't know, Dusty, Donovan, Kaylee, Janine, Aaron, Sven, Kayla, Liz and I) went to Boston Pizza where it took them an hour to bring out our food. WTF huh! My ice cream cake was already melting! Sheesh... some people!

Tonight is OC night at Aarons. D&D might be coming. Sweetness! I love thursday's at Aarons! Even though we've only done it once lol. I hope it can almost become a regular thing!

Anyways I gotta go mow the lawn before Dad comes home!
Later Days!

- Jamie

Well well well....
I certainly haven't written on here in a while hey. University is going as great as I could have ever expected, and I've remained friends with so many people I would have thought I would have a) chosen not to stay friends with, b) ones I thought I just wouldn't see anymore or c) those that really didn't deserve my friendship. But everything came together.... and I couldn't ask for anything better.

However, that does make me worry a tiny bit. I always love the highs of life, but I always get pushed down when the lows come.... and I just have a feeling a low is going to present itself soon enough... because it always does. I mean sure I could be wrong... but that's just usually how it works when I finally become happy with something.... something goes aray.

I don't have much more to say, Mom is in Philly to see Uncle Bill with Grandma... so Dad and I are stuck with eachother for 10 days. Shoot haha I may not make it out of here alive!
Anyways I gotta go to bed.... I'm uber tired... and I gotta get up early for school.
School that I'm actually kinda pumped to go to... wierd huh.
P.S. I have become a HUGE GreenDay fan.... and I really really really mean that... and same with Motley Crue... even wierder hahaha I don't see myself as a Crue fan... they're always nuts and wild... hahaha eek.

Holy mother of my life...
University starts tomorrow. I know I've rambled on about this before... but today I actually got scared. Yup. Me. Jamie. Scared. I don't even know why actually. Maybe because this is such a different environment, maybe because I'm afraid of change. At least I know it's not because I don't like being alone. I do lol. I could walk around campus all day if I had some music with me. I guess it's because it's a new environment. But I also have to think of this as, there's going to be 22,000 people there tomorrow; I'm just a number. This is a place to start anew, to really decide what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Tomorrow is the first day, of the rest of my life. Fricken unreal. I'm pretty nervous about walking into classes tomorrow, but it's understandable right... I'm totally sticking with YES. All in all, although behind my slight wall, I'm terrified at the fact I can say I'm a university student, which means I have began my progress from teenager to adult... which scares me shitless to be honost. But on the bright side, a lot of decisions and choices will be faced while I'm here, so that makes it that much better. It also tells you who your friends truely are and who are yet to be.
Best of luck to everyone who starts tomorrow... Give it your all!