Your not fooling anyone, except maybe yourself. We see right through you.
No more tear stained eyes in the morning for me.
It's done, and was fun while it lasted.
I hope you have a great life.
Someone will help you, but it won't be me.
God bless you I pray.
I hope you find yourself.
Because I won't be that hand that guides you down the right path...

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Your dancing with the devil as they say...

Cavanaugh Park -- Something Corporate

At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to sit all alone in the dark
And dream about things that I cannot say
you always said destiny'd blow me away
nothing's gonna blow me away

At Cavanaugh Park
Where you used to take me to play in the sand
And said to me, "Son, one day you'll be a man
And men can do terrible things."
Yes they can

And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm runnin' out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change

At Cavanaugh Park
We used to get high
Watching teams as they fought
They loved my friend Adam
But he always got caught
Man, that kid made fucking up look cool
Aren't we all so cool?

And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm runnin' out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change

Never do change
Never do change
Never do change

At Cavanaugh Park
Where I used to think that this life would be good
And I would do things that I thought that I should
And no one's gonna to tear me down

And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm runnin' out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change

And there was never any place
For someone like me to be totally happy
I'm runnin' out of clock and that ain't a shock
Some things never do change
Never do change
Never do change
Never do change
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I love Something Corporate, they're slow songs *and fast too* are just unreal. Honostly, everytime I hear that song, I cry... because it's just so so very true...

Angel Without Wings -- The Starting Line

Looking into your eyes I see all I want to be
and I don't want it to end
i f I could only put to words the way I see you
I only know I have an angel with me now

And when I fall asleep you're all that I see
you're in my thoughts and all of my prayers
I wish I mean all that you mean to me
my angel with out wings, my angel

I wish you could see all that you mean to me
but I could never find the words to tell you
and when I fall asleep you're all that I see
you're in my thoughts and all of my prayers
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me

And when I fall alseep you're all that I see
you're in my thoughts and all of my prayers
I wish I could mean all that you mean to me
my angel with out wings

Alright blog....
I've decided a lot of things this week.. and none of them are going to be easily said.
Aaron said he would speak to Sven, because Aaron said he 'misread' the txt message... Sheesh.
Byron is such a sweetie awe I love that kid to pieces! Haha he even went to Nicaragua with Brandon Gashyna lol how funny is that!
Y.E.S. Is going to be UNREAL I'm so excited... the parents meeting was even fun lol oh gosh yay!
Aarons home now.. (obviously) haha got a snow tan lol awe
Tanys broke up with Shawn *awe :'(*
I've decided Chelsie and Kaylee are the greatest hahaha especially with face-masks on! LOL oh dear!
Finally.. I've decided one more thing... this week alone I've had the time of my life, and I couldn't be happier right now. Just goes to show you the things in life that really matter to you, and what really shouldn't.
Going to paint and write to Byron.
Later Days*

Voice Of Truth-- Casting Crowns


Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
AND onto the crashing waves

To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand

But the waves are calling out my name
And they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy, you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name
And he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again. "Boy you'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe-


I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of Truth.
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I dedicate this song to Byron, one of the sweetest guys I've ever met. Read these lyrics, and let them touch you like I hope you dance did. You deserve happiness, and you're on your way! <3

So last night.. whatever I don't care anymore. Aaron is going to have to deal with it for me... I'm not dealing with it on my own.

Went out with Kayla for a frosty.. then came home cuz she was tired.

Kaylees here....
YAY! Casting Crowns!

Later Days! **

I met a new friend!
Byron.. from Warman!
He went to CDA for a while... at Blaze!
AWKWARD!
YAY!

Happy Valentines Day everyone! Here's to your day being full of love and joyment!
Out tonight with who knows, depends on if Mr. Darrick gives me a ringer. So its either a cry fest at Janines or reigns of laughter at my place. I guess we shall see!
I found this song... and I LOVED it. Yay Stevie Wonder!



I Believe -- Stevie Wonder

Shattered dreams, worthless years
Here am I encased inside a hollow shell
Life began, then was done
Now I stare into a cold and empty well.

The many sounds that meet our ears, the sights our eyes behold
Will open up our merging hearts
And feed our empty souls.

I believe when I fall in love with you it will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time it will be forever.

Without despair we will share
And the joys of caring will not be replaced
What has been must never end
And with the strength we have won't be erased
When the truths of love are planted firm
They won't be hard to find
And the words of love I speak to you will echo in my mind.

I believe when I fall in love with you it will be forever
I believe when I fall in love this time it will be forever.

I believe when I fall in love with you it will be forever
I believe when I fall in love with you it will be forever.

I'm so glad that I found someone to believe in again
I'm so glad that I found someone to believe in again.

God surely answered my prayer
God surely answered by prayer
You know God surely answered my prayer
You know God surely answered my prayer
God always will answer your prayers
Believe in one who will answer my prayer
Thank you God.

Come on, let's fall in love
You're the woman I've been waiting for
Come on, let's fall in love
You're the girl that I really adore
Come on, let's fall in love...

Accidentally In Love -- The Counting Crows

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally, accidentally

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love
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Awe Shrek...

Kaylee and I = Full House Marathon! Woot!
Tomorrow = TOTAL FUN! =)
Night! **

Awe Valentines Day! Cuteness! So for all of you reading this blog... I present this to you...

CLICK HERE
[Note] I'm fixing the quality tomorrow.. cuz it kinda sucks!

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Happy Valentines Day On Monday! <3<3<3

Night! **

P.S. I'm so excited for Saturday it's not even funny! Horray Kaylee!!!!!!! = )

Just on a passing note..
Mr. Hanson passed away on Sunday, due to cancer.
He was an amazing man, and an amazing teacher... he even loved Robin Trower.

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Above is his obituary, not a very flattering picture.. but it certainly catches his personality. Write a condolence in the guestbook too if you wish.

We'll miss you Mr. Hanson

~ Jamie

Wow, best weekend EVER!!!!!!!
Friday I went out with Kaylee and I haven't laughed that hard in SO LONG. Awe Kaylee I >3 you!!!
Saturday I worked and relaxed and cleaned and painted... then I definatly went to Aarons with Janine and Amanda and watched Simon Birch, and we all cried, and Aaron and Amanda had farting contests and Amandas feet.. wow guys watch out. SO FUN! Also saw In The Air Tonight concert video.. un-freakin-believable!!!! Awe Karen missed me too!!!
Today.. did homework all day, babysat from 3-7 and then I'm currantly working.
All in all it was an amazing weekend... and I can't wait till the next one!!!!! =)
Oh and as far as the question goes... I still don't know guys...
Later Days!

LOVE LIFT ME -- Amanda Marshal

Somebody told me
Once in a lifetime
Destiny finds you and blows you away
Spins you in circles
Pulls you in pieces
Bleeds you like Jesus
And goes on it's way
But it's oh so simple sometimes
Just to lay your heart open wide
If you wanna get to heaven
Then you gotta take the ride

Chorus:
Love lift me
Wherever you are
Convince me
I'm safe in your arms
Love lift me
Make sense of it all
Teach me to fly
And don’t let me fall

Somebody told me
Love makes you stupid
Makes you go crazy
Makes you go blind
Comes uninvited
And leaves when it wants to
Calls you at midnight and ties up your line
But it's oh so sweet when it's right (there’s nothin' better)
And you swear you won't but you might (you're gonna try)
Gotta fumble in the dark if you wanna see the light

Chorus

And when it's all said and done
It's just the same for everyone
You're busy making your plans
Love's like a bird baby
Flying out of your hands

And it's oh so hard to explain (we don’t know nothin')
And your heart gets hold of your brain (but still we try)
Better batten down the hatches baby
Here we go again

Love lift me
Wherever you are
Convince me
I'm safe in your arms
Love lift me
I’m waiting on you
'cause nothing can
Lift me
The way that you do
Love lift me
Love lift me
Love lift me (only love can take me higher)
I wanna fly
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I'll elaborate more another day. It's bedtime for Jamie.
Night! **

ANGEL EYES -- Jeff Healey

Girl your lookin' fine tonight
And every guy has got you in his sight
What you're doin' with a clown like me
Is surely one of life's little mysteries
So tonight I'll ask the stars above
How did I ever win your love
What did I do, what did I say
To turn your angel eyes my way
Well I'm the guy who never learned to dance
Never even got one second glance
Across a crowded room was close enough
I could look but I could never touch
So tonight I'll ask the stars above
How did I ever win your love
What did I do, what did I say
To turn your angel eyes my way
Don't anyone wake me if it's just a dream
Cause she's the best thing that ever happened to me
All you fellows you can look all you like
But this girl you see is leaving here with me tonight
There's just one more thing I need to know
If this is love why does it scare me so
There must be something only you can see
Cause girl I feel it when you look at me
So tonight I'll ask the stars above
How did I ever win your love
What did I do, what did I say
To turn your angel eyes my way...

Okay.. so because I'm running out of time here on the computer.. I'm going to do a fast summary of Hepburn.. which by the way was fricken UNREAL.
Okay, Kaylee and I leave and go to Tim Hortons and get coffees to wake us up. On the way there, Kaylee wants to dump some out, but it ends up spraying all over her window and the car. So in Martensville we stop to clean it up. Then we drive out to Hepburn, and arrive a little earlier.. okay a lot earlier then we expected... so we drive around for a bit. Then I discover something.. I don't remember which is Darricks house. Finally I'm going to take a chance and so we begin to turn around. Hey.. we get stuck.. IN A DITCH! SO funny. So we walk to Darricks and go hey.. we're stuck. He comes out to inspect it etc. etc. Go get his bosses truck from the shop... decides he can't get it out himself.. and we decide we should go to church before we miss the reason we came out... for Tims sermon. So we go to church.. listen to his sermon (which was unbelievable! About value.. and money and the creator.. etc) but it was really really good. So Darrick Kaylee and I leave... go for lunch at Tims and hang there for a while. His little brother is just the cutest thing ever, he wanted me to go play with him. ANYWAYS, then we walk around, go have milkshakes at the Koffee Korner etc, drive around, have fun, drive around, go hang at Darricks while he talks on the phone for an hour... drive Tim to soccer. Then it's time to depart. Kaylee and I seriously want to move out there.. no lies. It would be so fun.. such a CUTE little town!!!! I LOVE HEPBURN!

If you want to see some pictures... CLICK HERE.

As for classes.. they'll be good... especially the English History Integrade... gonna be a blast.. plus Kaylee's in 3 of my classes... WOOT WOOT!
Anyways I gotta get going to bed... I'm super tired.
Later days!