Tuesday, 29 November 2005
Everything - Lifehouse
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again
You are the strength, that keeps me walking
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting
You are the light, to my soul
You are my purpose, you're everything
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything,
Everything.
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
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Oh look, a double entendre...
Monday, 28 November 2005
Home Sweet Home - Motley Crue
You know I'm a dreamer
But my heart's of gold
I had to run away high
So I wouldn't come home low
Just when things went right
It doesn't mean they were always wrong
Just take this song and you'll never feel
Left all alone
Take me to your heart
Feel me in your bones
Just one more night
And I'm comin' off this
Long & winding road
I'm on my way
Well, I'm on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight tonight
I'm on my way
I'm on my way
Home sweet home
You know that I seem
To make romantic dreams
Up in lights, fallin' off
The silver screen
My heart's like an open book
For the whole world to read
Somtimes nothing--keeps me together
At the seams
I'm on my way
Well, I'm on my way
Home sweet home
Tonight tonight
I'm on my way
Just set me free
Home sweet home
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Well if I haven't screamed it to you yet... F*ing MOTLEY CRUE is coming to Toon Town. Guess who's going. Me. No kidding. HOLY I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey... I'm excited. Nikki Sixx, Vince Neil, Mick Mars... TOMMY FREAKING LEE. Wow. Just wow. AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
Thursday, 24 November 2005
Well... being violently ill isn't all bad.
Who am I kidding. Of course it is! I'm never eating Arby's again. Ever. Nor will I look at anything gelly like swedish berries the same again. Oh goodness.
Essay time. Shit son.
I had a dream last night. Awe. You were there! Too cute lol.
Monday, 21 November 2005
"Soon we must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy..."
Wow. That just applies to so much right now... and to life in general. Never take the easy way out. I shouldn't even have to explain why. Fight.
Harry Potter IV, best ever. So worth the wait! Love ya Kaylee!
Sunday, 20 November 2005
I remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground
The worst thing you could get from boys were cooties;
Mom was your hero & Dad was the boy you were going to marry
Your worst enemies were your siblings;
Race issues were who could run the fastest
War was a card game;
Life was simple and care free
But what i remember most is wanting to grow up..
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Wednesday, 16 November 2005
To friends of now, and friends of then.
I hope that you will come again
To friends to come and friends that went.
Thank you for all the time we spent.
To friends that are here and friends that are there.
I want you to know how much I care.
To friends that love and laugh and live.
You have all the love I've got to give.
To friends that are always by your side.
Knowing them gives me enormous pride.
To all the friends that are just insane.
My search for you was not in vain.
So thanks to you, my wonderful friends.
Just so you know, I'm with you 'til the end.
We will always be side by side.
Facing the world together in stride
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Sara... I couldn't have said it better myself.
Monday, 14 November 2005
Ooh It's Kinda Crazy - Soul Decision
If you want my love
Help me heal the pain in my eyes
I thought I had someone that
I could fall in love with
Someone who would treat me right
So I tried to be so kind
I thought for sure I'd make you mine but something's
Weighting up on my mind
Why don't you take my hand
And help me understand
Cause I can't figure out
What you're thinkin' about why don't you let me know
Don't want to be alone going out of my mind
Waiting for the day you'll say you'll be mine
If you want my love
(Why don't you show me then)
Help me heal the pain in my eyes
(I know you want me now)
If you want my love
Why don't you tell me
Cause I've had enough of
Plastic people wasting my time
Ohh it's kinda crazy
I've been thinkin' maybe gotta get you out of my mind
First you say you want me now your memories haunt me
Why don't you just give me a sign
Thought I had, someone that
I could really care for
Someone who won't waste my time
(Don't lead me on)
But now I find that you lie
You're always out with other guys
Is that the way you're playing with my mind?
Ohh it's kinda crazy
I've been thinkin' maybe gotta get you out of my mind
First you say you want me now your memories haunt me
Why don't you just give me a sign
Why don't you take my hand
And help me understand
Cause I can't figure out
What you're thinking about
Why don't you let me know
Don't want to be alone going out of my mind
Waiting for the day that you'll say you'll be mine
If you want my love
(Why don't you show me then)
Help me heal the pain in my eyes
I know you want me now)
If you want my love
Why don't you tell me
Cause I've had enough of
Plastic people wasting my time
Ohh it's kinda crazy
I've been thinkin' maybe gotta get you out of my mind
First you say you want me now your memories haunt me
Why don't you just give me a sign
Showed you all that I am
And I treated you well
Gave you half of my heart
But you tore it to hell
Give me someone who won't lie
And won't cheat on me
Baby up in my room
That's exactly what you asked of me
Baby if you want my love
If you want my love
Oh, yeah then why don't you just
Take my hand and help me understand
Going out of my mind
Waiting for the day that you'll say you'll be mine
Baby if you want my love
If you want my love
I've had enough
I've had enough
Ohh, it's kinda crazy
(I've had enough)
Gotta get you out of my mind
(I've had enough)
First you say you want me
(I've had enough)
Why don't you just give me a sign
Sunday, 13 November 2005
Howdy kids. I'm finally happy! lol. Although there could be things that might improve a little bit, I really can't complain anymore. Because I've come to realize there will always be not so good things around you... I mean you can't avoid it... so I've finally figured out that I just need to continually look at the bright side of life. I mean I can certainly say I've become a fairly cynical person over the past few months. Maybe it's my way of venting... but I mean really, isn't that why I have a blog... so I don't have to take it out on people? I found this on someones Nexopia profile and I really thought it was cute... so here it is:
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Every girl has that one boy that they'll never get over.
That one who makes them laugh.
The one who you get butterflies just when someone says his name.
The one who has his name written all over your heart.
The one who you compare every guy to.
That one boy you never could get sick of talking about.
The one that you cry over and over about.
The one that no one can understand why him.
That one everyone thinks you can do better.
The one you ask to yourself why her and not you.
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Cute hey? So ya back to me haha. Yup so I'm definately happy... It almost feels like I need my own theme song right now...I'll find one and post it later. So I've finally completed Allies package... seeing as it got sent back to me. Stupid people... why would you need to repackage something like that... It's technically already packaged! Sheesh! But this way I could add my own personal touch to the package... and I really hope she enjoys it because I know I enjoyed making it myself!
Life is great! I couldn't be happier. Frick I just can't wait for things to start changing! I'm so pumped! Thanks you guys! I'm a gazillion times better! =D Thursday passed... Friday I chilled with Kaylee (after going out for breakfast at Smitty's... oh was that ever fun) And then I went and visited Nathan and work for about 45 minutes an hour, then I came home, went out with Signe and her boyfriend Matt (whom are just too funny!), then I get home, Gerrit calls but I already had plans (sorry dear!) and then Kaylee and I drove around, had a coffee... talked about everything we possibly could talk about. Then I came home. The End. Then for the next two days that followed.. up until today I actually have been feeling a bit under the weather. But, actually as I think of it... I'm doing tons better! Haha. Maybe it's my big attitude change that helped! Never know!
Anyways I better get to sleep before my Dad murders me!
Later Days!
A Real Life Fairytale - Plumb
You ran around inside my head, when you passed out,
I felt it, and I realized you make me live,
And when my world starts to cave in,
You jump inside and take my hand...
No matter where, you are there....
Couldn't ever see what you could see in me,
And do you just believe we will always be in dreams?
I will never be the same when they say
You and me were meant to be,
But just believe why we are together
You are my light,
You are my star,
You are my sunshine and my dark,
You are the everything I dreamed about…
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always fighting for
We have the love people dream about….
A real life fairy tale
I thought that I would be alone,
You caught my eye and I was home,
I realized this is love.
I see the world with different eyes,
I look at you by my side,
No matter where you are always there.
Couldn't ever see what you could see in me,
And do you just believe we will always be in dreams?
I will never be the same when they say you and me were meant to be,
But just believe why we are together
You are my light,
You are my star,
You are my sunshine and my dark,
You are the everything I dreamed about…
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always fighting for
We have the love people dream about….
Dream with me....
Make me believe....
That this is a real life fairy tale.
You are my light,
You are my star,
You are my sunshine and my dark,
You are the everything I dreamed about…
You are the guy who stole my heart
I am the girl you're always fighting for
We have the love people dream about….
A real life fairy tale
A real life fairy tale
A real life fairy tale...
Thursday, 10 November 2005
I caught a glimpse of something yesterday... and well... I liked what I saw... on a few levels...
I know I should feel sorry for what I'm about to ignite... but oddly enough, I don't... I just have to make sure I get what is rightfully mine.
So here's a toast to me growing up, and leaving the kids behind...
Wednesday, 9 November 2005
Wow. What a day! I loved it!!
Hanging out with Sara was a blast... her and her friends are just unreal! Haha, like Josh, whom he and I hit on this random foriegn kid on MSN named Juan... come on baby dress up like Stewie for me... LMAO! Or Tanner... that kid is a WHIZ with that anagram word game... thing... blame me for blowing your cover will you. Shoot! You're funny! And wow... today Sara, Gerrit and me... frippin priceless!! Talking about how Gerrit couldn't hide anywhere when playing hide-and-seek because he's so damn tall... and how I look to where he was and then go "where'd Gerrit go?" when he's flippin on the other side of me. How do you lose someone who's 6'5"???? Then how Sara and I would dress him up like a snake and he could wriggle along on the ground like the hairy snake he is. Funny funny. I especially liked history though... Cleopatra was basically like Caesars hooker on call... etc. etc. Sara: Hooker? as in... s-l-u-t... as in w-h-o-r-e..." Me: "Please sir... I want some whore..." Priceless. Driving Gerrit home was pretty funny too... apparently he, Sara, Liz and I are gonna hang out this weekend? Wicked sweet.
Don't know what's going on tonight... I kinda just wanna go out for food with some friends... we'll see what comes up.
P.S. I guess a breakdown is just what you need to kick-start your life again... and damn so far it was worth it!!
Well...
I know what needs to be done. Heck... didn't take as long to figure out as I had thought...
It's just going to be really hard to pass this through... one of those life altering choices.
Right on... I need something life-altering right now...
Best I can do until Winnipeg...
Monday, 7 November 2005
I just feel so lost right now...
Sunday, 6 November 2005
Globes & Maps - Something Corporate
Light breaks underneath
A heavy door
And i try to keep myself awake
Fall all around us on a hotel floor
And you think that you've made a mistake
And theres a pain in my stomach
From another sleepless binge
And i struggle to get myself up again
I want to hang onto something
That wont break away or fall apart
Like the pieces of my heart
And globes and maps are all around me now
I want to feel you breathe me
Globes and maps i see surround you here
Why wont you believe me?
Globes and maps they chartered your way back home
Do you want to leave or something?
Dreams came around you
In a hazy rain
You open your mouth wide to feel them fall
And i write a letter from a one-way train
But i dont think youll read it at all
And globes and maps are all around me now
I want to feel you breathe me
Why won't you believe me
And globes and maps i see surround you here
Why won't you believe me?
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
Do you want to leave or something
I cant take this anymore
I know that i cant take this anymore
I cant take this anymore
Cuz i know someday ill see you walk out that door
Globes and Maps are all around me now
I want to feel you breathe me
Globes and maps i see surround you here
why won't you believe me
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
do you want to leave, do you want to leave
Globes and maps they charter your way back home
Do you want to leave or something
Would I have to see you stumble...Well... I'm speechless when it comes to this situation. You're only fooling yourself if you think we don't know whats going on. And so what... at least have the courage to admit it to us... maybe let us down a little easier then having to find out on our own.
Tonight was good. Messed up movie though. Screaming like a little school girl. Spilling pepsi on me as I jumped from being scared. Paris Hilton being stabbed through the head by a pole. Priceless.
So ya. And then there's this thing. With that sorta if. And some midgets and clowns. Midget hunting here I come =P. In all day tomorrow writing an essay... cram central at Jamie's house!
Friday, 4 November 2005
Nothing to exciting recently. Life has been pretty dull. I can't explain why.
It's snowing. I love snow.
Tuesday, 1 November 2005
Some words of wisdom..."Lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself..."
- Eric Matthews (Boy Meets World)
