Officially 10 hours until the departure to Hepburn...
Kaylee and I are just SO excited.... it's going to be so fun.
I'll write more when I get back

[REMINDER TO SELF]
Remember to clean out your binders for Monday.. school starts! Eeek!
Later Days! <3

I have done the things that are bolded.. have you?

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Bought everyone in the pub a drink ; Swam with wild dolphins ; Climbed a mountain; Taken a Ferrari for a test drive; Been inside the Great Pyramid; Held a tarantula; Taken a candlelit bath with someone ; Said 'I love you' and meant it; Hugged a tree; Done a striptease; Bungee jumped; Visited Paris; Watched a lightning storm at sea; Stayed up all night long, and watched the sun rise; Seen the Northern Lights; Gone to a huge sports game; Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa; Grown and eaten your own vegetables; Touched an iceberg; Slept under the stars; Changed a baby's diaper; Taken a trip in a hot air balloon; Watched a meteor shower; Gotten drunk on champagne; Given more than you can afford to charity; Looked up at the night sky through a telescope; Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment; Had a food fight; Bet on a winning horse; Taken a sick day when you're not ill; Asked out a stranger; Had a snowball fight; Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier; Screamed as loudly as you possibly can; Held a lamb; Enacted a favorite fantasy; Taken a midnight skinny dip; Taken an ice cold bath; Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar; Seen a total eclipse; Ridden a roller coaster; Hit a home run; Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking; Adopted an accent for an entire day; Visited the birthplace of your ancestors; Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment; Visited all 50 states; Loved your job; Taken care of someone who was wasted; Had enough money to be truly satisfied; Had amazing friends; Danced with a stranger in a foreign country; Watched wild whales; Stolen a sign; Backpacked in Europe; Taken a road-trip; Been rock climbing; Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice; Midnight walk on the beach; Been sky diving; Visited Ireland; Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love; In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them; Visited Japan; Benchpressed your own weight; Milked a cow; Alphabetized your records/cds; Pretended to be a superhero; Sung karaoke; Lounged around in bed all day; Posed nude in front of strangers; Been scuba diving; Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye; Kissed in the rain; Played in the mud; Played in the rain; Gone to a drive-in theater; Done something you should regret, but don't regret it; Visited the Great Wall of China; Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog; Started a business; Fallen in love and not had your heart broken; Toured ancient sites; Taken a martial arts class; Swordfought for the honor of a woman; Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight; Gotten married; Been in a movie; Crashed a party; Loved someone you shouldn't have; Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy; Been kissed by someone so passionately it made you dizzy; Gotten divorced; Gone without food for 5 days; Made cookies from scratch; Won first prize in a costume contest; Ridden a gondola in Venice; Gotten a tattoo; Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on; Rafted the Snake River; Been on television news programs as an "expert"; Got flowers for no reason; Got so drunk you don't remember anything; Been addicted to some form of illegal drug; Performed on stage; Been to Las Vegas; Recorded music ; Eaten shark; Gone to Thailand; Seen Siouxsie live; Bought a house; Been in a combat zone; Buried one/both of your parents; Been on a cruise ship; Spoken more than one language fluently; Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone; Bounced a check; Performed in Rocky Horror; Read - and understood - your credit report; Raised children; Gotten lost in a character; Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy; Followed your favorite band/singer on tour; Created and named your own constellation of stars; Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country; Found out something significant that your ancestors did; Called or written your Congress person; Picked up and moved to another city to just start over; Walked the Golden Gate Bridge; Sang loudly in the car and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking; Had plastic surgery; Survived an accident that you should not have survived; Wrote articles for a large publication; Lost over 100 pounds; Held someone while they were having a flashback; Piloted an airplane; Petted a stingray; Broken someone's heart; Helped an animal give birth; Been fired or laid off from a job; Won money on a T.V. game show; Gone on an African photo safari; Ridden a motorcycle; Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph; Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced; Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol; Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild; Ridden a horse; Had major surgery; Had sex on a moving train; Had a snake as a pet; Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon; Slept through an entire flight; Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours; Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states; Visited all 7 continents; Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days; Eaten kangaroo meat; Been a sperm or egg donor; Eaten sushi; Had your picture in the newspaper; Had 2 romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime; Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about; Gotten someone fired for their actions; Gone back to school; Parasailed; Changed your name; Petted a cockroach; Eaten fried green tomatoes; Read The Iliad; Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read; Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them; Gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.; Taught yourself an art from scratch ; Killed and prepared an animal for eating; Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt; Skipped all your school reunions; Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language; Been elected to public office; Thought to yourself that you're living your dream; Had to put someone you love into hospice care; Built your own PC from parts; Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you(soon!); Had a booth at a street fair; Dyed your hair; Been a DJ; Found out someone was going to dump you via the internet; Been arrested.
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1. What is your full name? Jamie Kaylin Shail
2. What color pants are you wearing? Pink capris with tropical stuff... aka pjs
3. What are you listening to? Because You Live - Jesse McCartney
4. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 7483 & 2323
5. What was the last thing you ate? Candy from last night lol
6. What did you have for lunch today? Haven't eaten that yet lol
7. Weather right now? Little coolish.. but nice!
8. Last person you talked to on the phone? Don't recall.. Darrick soon though
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? Eyes, smile and laugh
10. Do you like the person who sent you this? I suppose lol I don't remember who sent it!
11. How are you today? Unbelievably great...
12. Favorite drink? Barqs Cream Soda
13. Favorite Alcoholic drink? Hahaha, candy hangover lol
14. Favorite sports? SOCCER!
15. Hair color? Dirty blonde
16. Eye color? Definatly like.. white blue
17. Do you wear contacts? True that
18. Siblings and their ages? Steve... 50 lol
19. Favorite Month? August/September and December
20. Favorite snack food? Bits & Bites.. yummy!
21. Last Movie you watched? Day after tomorrow; Holy Grail; And now for something completely different
22. Favorite Movie? Holy Grail, theres A LOT to name.. Dumb & Dumber!
23. Favorite day of the Year? Last day of school before summer; Last day of school before Christmas; St. Patricks Day! The Y.E.S. Weekend...
24. Favorite relaxation spot? My lake.. on the point, facing the sunset, or Highcliffe when I can sneek up there without Sean knowing... or in my boat.
25. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Mhmm
26. First teenage (or Preteen) movie star crush? Definatly was Erik Von Detten lol Liz. Then J.T.T haha
27. Winter or Summer? Summer for lake.. Winter for sky
28. Hugs or Kisses? No preference!
29. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate!
30. Do you want your friends to write back? Doesn't apply here
31. Who is most likely to respond? See above
32. Who is least likely to respond? See above
33. What books are you reading? My bible, A walk to remember
34. What's on your Mouse Pad? Marvin the martian!
35. Favorite Board Game? Sexual Trivia hahaha oh the lake fun... Life! Monopoly
36. What did you do last night? Hung with Kaylee.. SO FUN!
37. Favorite smells? My lake.. rain.. at the lake... best of both worlds!
38. Can you touch your nose with your tongue? Negatory
39. What inspires you? Nature, people I admire, MUSIC
40. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn? Plain or Buttered! Ew salt
41. Favorite car? Definatly 69 SS Camaro, Cherry red with red interior with white racing stripes and rest interior white. OH BABY! Oh and Corvette/Racing boat engine? (ask my dad lol)
42. Favorite flower? Tiger Lillies, Daisies, Babies Breath
43. How many keys are on your key ring? 2
44. Can you juggle? I have... but I can't do it for long
45. Favorite day of the Week? Wednesdays, Fridays and Saturdays, Actually Mondays can be sometimes good.
46. What's your favorite wine, red or white? Exnay on the ine way.
47. What did you do for your last birthday? Went to Y.E.S. AWE!
48. Do you carry a donor card? no but I do have one!
49. One thing you look forward to for the new year? A great last semester.. awe Highschools almost done! =(
50. If you had one wish, what would it be? For everyone to be happy for a long time, and things go back to normal and yes...
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Not bad if you ask me! lol I've done a lot in my lifetime... but theres some on there I really want to do.. hot air ballooning, skydiving, bungee jumping.. ooooo I'm so excited!!!

I had such an amazing night with Kaylee last night. After soccer Tim and Darrick (who came just to say hi before they went to Kricks which was really sweet) took off on us and we went to Tims for coffee... then were drove around basically till about 1:00 ish, bought SO much candy (hahaha yay candy hangovers.. the ONLY kind I get lol) and talked. Awe I missed you Kaylee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH and hey... she and I are roadtripping it up to Hepburn tomorrow for Tim's service that he wanted me to go to, so I'm super stoked. YAY! AND to top it all off... just the icing on the cake... SHES COMING TO Y.E.S! Woot woot! Oh and as a cherry on top.. she loves Jesse McCartney. Awe I missed you Kaylee.. lol now I really remember why we were such amazing friends before! <3<3

Found my new favourite song by:



JESSE MCCARTNEY!
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Because You Live -- Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world, has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it though every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world, has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world, has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world, has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live.

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Awe... so sweet. Gotta go clean.. then soccer game against Ms. Ford! EEK! lol
Later days!

So yesterday, after what I would call a joyous evening out at Logan's, I did something I haven't done in a very long time. I talked with God. Sure, I pray and whatnot.. but no.. I definatly had full on conversation. After it I definatly felt better about certain situations, and I know that God will take matters into his hands like he always does. We talked for like... an hour (lol till 2:00am)
It's certainly amazing what He is capable of! Ha I love Him!
Anyways so yup, yesterday at Logans was pretty funny. Kayz and I chilled with Logan, Greg and Curtis. Watched 'The Day After Tomorrow' and some Monty Python. Played some pool. Which was really fun. I definatly made a super sweet shot behind the back, but then missed the eight ball that was 4 inches in front of me.... I jumped it. WHAT?! lol, everyone else thought it was funny.. just as I did.
Anyways I'm going to go clean my room.. it's a pigsty, and well if I want to go out tonight then I should get started!
Later days!

Well last night was our steak night for soccer... it was quite fun! HAHA YES! I so got the band to play two of my songs!!! *note* Wonderful Tonight - Clapton is actually a difficult song to play.. so I give you guys credit.. whatever your name was... Amplosion? lol anywho. Well they played that and Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd. Freakily enough.. those were two of my favourite summer songs from last year. Awe! They were definatly nice.. lol the bassist said I had great taste in music! =P Anyways, from there Chelsie and I went to Blaze, which was fun.. got to see a bunch of people. Except.. now that I just realized it... Greg A. wasn't there... he's almost always there.. what the frick. Oh well. Then off to Fudds with Darrick and Chelsie and we chilled there for a bit.. and then came home. All in all it was a good funness.

Then this morning... I wake up to the phone... and something doesn't feel right.. the way my mom was talking slightly on the phone. So I get up and look who called... and see that its Evan Hardy. I FREAK!! My mom looks mighty miffed and isn't saying anything. I'm absolutely crying inside and praying and whatnot... and my mom gets off the phone with me and just looks at me...

Make sure you take your textbooks back soon

And then smiles. OH GOSH I WAS SO SCARED!
But I should go get ready to return textbooks lol Later Days!

So finally... finals are over...
only.. I'm beginning to doubt myself... and I'm absolutely terrified. But my Mom said I handled things very well... and I'm going to place the outcome of this in God's hands. I am no longer in control.. it's up to him, good or bad.
Went out for breakfast with Chelsie which was really fun.. minus that icky sausage that looked like poop... literally. EWWWW hahaha and we both were craving floats so we had em... at like 10 o clock in the morning! YES!
Anyways I'm going out to play some D.D.R with Tannie! YAY! hahaha it's going to be so fun!
Anything and everything is in God's hands people... live with it... learn from it!
xxxooo

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There once was a bear and a rabbit that hated each other.
One day, they found a genie in a lamp who said he would grant them each three wishes.
The bear went first and he said,"I wish to be the only male bear in this forest."
And he got his wish.
The rabbit said, "I want a motercycle helmet."
And he got his wish.
The bear went up and said, "I wish to be the only male bear in the United States, and all the rest to be female."
And he got his wish.
The rabbit said, "I wish I had a motorcycle to go with that helmet."
And he got his wish.
The bear said, "I wish I was the only male bear in the world, and all the rest were females." And he got his wish.
It was the rabbit's turn, and he put on his helmet and hopped on his bike and said, "I wish that bear was gay."
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Every day your beauty grows
Even through our highs and lows
Never before have I seen such beauty
Making you happy is my duty
My trust, my love, my heart
This gift was given to you in hopes we'd never part
I think about you every minute of every day
And even when it seems like there's nothing to say
Know that I'll always be there
And that I'll always care
For a time beyond the one we live
Beyond any present that I could give
My love for you is deep you see
The deepest love that love could be

I once called your pretty
That was my first lie
Your alot more than that
Your a princess in my eyes.

I love to be with you
I can’t be without
When your not there
I feel like death, or just about.

This isn't about love
Its about you and me
I screwed up yet again
But how perfect can I be?

A list of love
Something that could bide
That one single feeling
That my heart holds inside.

(is that not THE cutest thing ever? Some guy wrote it for haha some girl!)

You know its a bad game when someone gets taken off on a stretcher...
Poor Wendy... scary...
Oh.. and my toes busted.. woot!

Is he not the best thing ever!
YAY JONNY LANG!



LIE TO ME -- Jonny Lang


Lie to me and tell me everything is all right
Lie to me and tell me that you'll stay here tonight
Tell me that you'll never leave
Oh, and I'll just try to make believe
That everything, everything your telling me is true
Come on baby won't you just

Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me

Lie to me, it doesn't matter anymore
It could never be, the way it was before
If I can't hold on to you
Leave me somethin' I can hold onto
For just a little while won't you, won't you let me be

Oh, anyone can see
That you love him more than me
But right now baby let me pretend
That our love will never end

Lie to me, go ahead and lie to me

[What a great song, and a great guitarist!]
Chelsea Symons was also baptised today.. it was good! I saw Nathan too! YAY!
Anyways I'm going to study because my game tonight is at 4:45 and well... I gotta study lots more even though I already have a bit!

Just about to head out to Jordans baptism at Ebenezer.
Then studying like a mother!!!!!!!!!!
I'll write more later...

I HOPE YOU DANCE -- Lee Ann Womack

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat
But always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Living might mean taking chances
But they're worth taking
Lovin' might be a mistake
But it's worth making
Don't let some hell bent heart
Leave you bitter
When you come close to selling out
Reconsider
Give the heavens above
More than just a passing glance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small
When you stand by the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
Dance
I hope you dance
I hope you dance
(Time is a real and constant motion always)
I hope you dance
(Rolling us along)
I hope you dance
(Tell me who)
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
I hope you dance
(Where those years have gone)

(Tell me who)
I hope you dance
(Wants to look back on their youth and wonder)
(Where those years have gone)

Awe wow I definatly love those boys to pieces! They certainly can make things right again!
Went out tonight after studying for about 9 and a half hours on English, to Tim's game with Darrick. We talked a bunch there, almost got nailed with the ball. Generally good times! Then we drove around a bit then came back to my place and hung around in the car for about 45 minutes just talking. Apparently I'm suppsed to start saying junk n stuff in sentances and see if it catches on!
Haha oh and, we were discussing people fighting and friends fighting, and Darrick and Tim both claim they never fight. Ever. So hahaha oh dear, they decided they did need something moderately easy to fight over (thats a quote lol) and so they concluded they were going to fight over yours truely.
I got some kicks out of that one lemme tell you!
But I should go eat lunch, then going out with Kayz! Yays!
Much love and junk! (YES!)

MEET YOU THERE -- Simple Plan

Now you're gone
I wonder why
You left me here
I think about it on,
and on, and on, and on again

I know you're never coming back
I hope thatyou can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do..

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me
Is gone and I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could of told you
the things I kept inside
but now I guess it's just to late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is good-bye one last time


You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me
Is gone and I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

Meet you there..

And where I go
You'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I leave you here
I'll meet you there

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I'm starting to think things are naturally not intended to make me happy for long. It appears to me that its more of a horrific thing with the odd good. At least school is doing well *knock on wood* I can thank God for that one... letting me have at least one thing good for now...
Yes... I know my time will come... but it's been so long waiting I wish it would come sooner...

I can't stand people who critisize other people. Be your own self? Eat your own words kiddos... and take a look in the mirror!
~ Your a great person to me and I don't know what I would ever do without you! <3 you tons!

I will no longer be walked upon.
I will no longer be your stepping stone.
From here on in,
It's sink or swim...

Solsbury Hill - Peter Gabriel

Climbing up on solsbury hill
I could see the city light
Wind was blowing, time stood still
Eagle flew out of the night

He was something to observe
Came in close, I heard a voice
Standing stretching every nerve
I had to listen had no choice

I did not believe the information
Just had to trust imagination
My heart was going boom boom, boom
Son, he said, grab your things, I’ve come to take you home.

To keeping silence I resigned
My friends would think I was a nut
Turning water into wine
Open doors would soon be shut

So I went from day to day
Tho’ my life was in a rut
’till I thought of what I’d say
Which connection I should cut

I was feeling part of the scenery
I walked right out of the machinery
My heart was going boom boom boom
Hey, he said, grab your things, I’ve come to take you home.
Yeah back home

When illusion spin her net
I’m never where I want to be
And liberty she pirouette
When I think that I am free

Watched by empty silhouettes
Who close their eyes, but still can see
No one taught them etiquette
I will show another me

Today I don’t need a replacement
I’ll tell them what the smile on my face meant
My heart was going boom boom boom
Hey, I said, you can keep my things, they’ve come to take me home...